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Emptiness

Life goes on. People comes in people leaves. Left a piled-up memory here. And probably a scrape-- It was once quite painful , took so long for healing. and now i no longer notice its presence when i wash over it in shower. Yet, when i accidentally peel it off, there is just one or two drops of blood, the feeling of pain that gone into pieces is too vague to remind me of the past. Its just being too distant to cause any discomfort. Here, leaving me a scar. Yea, some people just leave without giving any sign. Unexpected things happen. Brought them off. And this is how the life teach me to be reality. I know i can just treasure everything i have now. Cause you wont know who will be leaving in the next minute or even seconds. Again, different people walks in say hi and bye, some even leave their footprints here. Looks crowded around me. I stick to the crowd so that i wont be lost. But deep down, the emptiness and the loneliness never leave. I am not ready to start this

Next Chapter of life

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YEAH!! This is the moment that most of us waited for so long since we were small.  Yea, i was like sooo looking forward to enter university last time (maybe to prove that i m not little kid anymore?) Ha! And now, just blink my eyes, I`m right here right now. Tadaaa! This is my uni! See. Most of them said that i was so lucky to get the chance staying in Penang and USM is an APEX uni blablabla.....(i actually prefer to go further) Kay. Whatever it is. I believe that GOD stay me for purpose.  So, we actually have no fun during the very first orientation week. Every local uni students will agree with this. But, we cnt expect to have fun together with 3k++ pupils in one hall right? First week--- get to experience the life of living in hostel. Second week --- lesson started. But lecturer keep canceling class. Due to RAINING maybe. =S New friends. New coursemate. New roomate. New Lecturer. New Course. New environment. Talk bout hostel here. I got the chance to stay and "en