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My conscience

First time, feel like to cry. The moment i walked out from the headmistress room, my heart sank completely into the deepest part by realizing tat actually wat i done along these few years were all in their knowledge. Wasnt as wat i thought. She approved. Not because of moving house. Not because of financial problems. Not because of all sort of crappy reason. Just because of the truth, no lies. i told her, i just wanna change a new environment to try out smth new for my next stage of learning life. Oh my~ i m just too dare to face myself. She just agreed with me. She tried to stay me n advise me to thk twice, yet she still approved me. Oh my.~ May be i m not the first to be aprroved after appealing, but her words is like she just understand wat i want n wat i need. YES. i make a transfer not because of any others ( some would just thk tat i m, but just up to their mind ) just tat i wanna see how strong m i going to survive under a whole new surroundings to keep on my pa

My Existence

Mood swinging today. Human tend to make mistakes even though they don't wish to. I, always commiting myself in those unwanted damn shitting mistakes. Things rlly went out of control. Feeling a lil of bad. M i really exist? why i cnt jusst like othrs existed human, pacing towards to get wat they want. May be i just need some IMPROVEMENT? Mentally & physically. AND now, U fully existed in MY world.                                                                                          when all annoying one mixing together,                                                                                           its rlly taste like-----SHIT!