Dream Crusher #6
Hey you bitch! See how you've been holding up & guess what It's been more than a month since after the doom. Distractions like friends, work, tinder, music, guitar, alcohol sometimes...the list goes on & on Are the key reason that i am still surviving terribly now. It makes me forget things for a while & you came back to me again in whichever way you could. I wanna let the communication die off so i start learning not to text you and not to call you. But its so painful, deep down in my head in my memories you are everywhere. Every moment spent with you happened just like yesterday. Sorry, i feel so sorry to myself that i dont know how long im gonna do this to myself. So, I texted the girl who you might prolly already move on with I dint bitch her out or lash her out or anything, but just wanna her to know that your departure from my memories indeed giving me a hell full of hard time. & if years down the road, i wonder she will have the same