The disengagement
This time, i am getting clearer to what i want and what i donot It's been two years I thought i feel comfortable living with em I thought if i do my part of job in bonding I thought if i really mix em with my real self I will someday find a position within it Somehow this day feels like never come effort made seems just having temporary effect And the feeling of dispatch getting stronger and stronger when im apart with em The saddening part is How am i gonna admit that i loved the atmosphere and people back then Once a friend told me that its like a broken-heart relationship where you feel u still loving yet you dont wanna touch that part anymore There's always be thousand reasons for u to push you away from the people you met and used to mixed around You tell yourself to get over it and best remedy is to face the fear deep down So you took up courage to step halfway inside the memory pieces again Then you found that still not too bad Once again you find back