Blueish 27
Fucked up. Messed up. Im out of my mind Totally I dont know like what i want and what i feel at this moment anymore. Like people got their very right to go after for their happiness Why am i the one who have this nasty emotion coming in when knowing that the fact is there Right in front of you C’mon What u thinking? You know you are not capable to change anything and anyone You know every damn truth, yet you chose not to see it. & you let evil fantasies slipped into your thought. Once again, you feel stupid, naked and helpless. God DAMN, wake me up please!!!! Hey, so much more thing in this world need more attention & concern from you. Why you wanna wasted it on the person who doesn't need them from you? I KNOW I KNOW! But my mind kinda fucked up & i guess i know why people screw up life sometimes. You cant explain but you just did it tho its all against normalcy. I feel so incompetent, so i keep stuffing as much as knowledge to my head! I feel so ins