Fang's corner

Dear you, You thought you were strong before And now you feel vulnerable coz you got literally noone to get your ass covered. The first week living in a total different country with some familiar language I just wanna say that its truly a kind of adventure i chose to take on Tho seriously having homesick and i miss the life i have in back then And i thought when im given a BIGGER chance i am eager enough to step into all kind of situation given This week been an emotional one with lots of deep conversation i have in my mind First time ever i feel like to escape & varnish First time ever i feel so broken i feel i cant be myself Coz im just so not comfortable in the position right now. Move into new apartment change a new job & life gets tougher. Coz apparently i dont really know if i can perform beyond of what i ve signed up for. Settle things down, live a life, observe how people do it; i maybe able to adapt it soon, too. Buy necessities on a tight budget, run

HAHA! Please allow me to start this write up with a kickass photo. Coz what im gonna share here is kickass too. So, i've been search up and down for the job that i think i might like to do (coz i ve never try so i cant tell if thats where my passion is). After a year of grumbling, my call has been answered. There are 2 of my bold request for 2018 as 2017 i got none of them checked: Try an environmental consultant job  Reason: The market is niche. & so i knew if i were to get a chance to swamp inside i would be maybe valuable years later down my career. I like challenge scarcity and wanted to be as rare as diamond (tho diamond lie been spreading over). Nahh. Actually i just wanna make count of my 3.5 years in Uni. I wanna know giving in what i wanted to study at the first place to take whats offered during that critical of time would lead me to where. I wanna know is it when there's a will, there's a way. I wanna know if i can be treated as fair as all my l

Today I've come across a video saying that how finding & doing the purpose in life could bring one's benefits. If you have a purpose in your life, it increases good cholesterol, gives you more friends, give you more meaning, engagement, life satisfaction & happiness. And also better sex. Haha. If you have a purpose-driven life, it adds years to your life. 'Become the key to every door'. A higher purpose brings you energy & courage to leave your comfort zone. When you clarify your purpose, You take back your external locus of control, where you worry about what other people think, and you take an internal locus. You become centered. You become powerful. When you find purpose or meaning in one area of your life, it grows in every area of your life. Because you are one person. You & I are designed to be purpose-seeking mechanisms. You ve been shaped by life. You ve had bad experiences & good experiences. & both the bad experiences &