I SEE the SMALLER me
Dear you, You thought you were strong before And now you feel vulnerable coz you got literally noone to get your ass covered. The first week living in a total different country with some familiar language I just wanna say that its truly a kind of adventure i chose to take on Tho seriously having homesick and i miss the life i have in back then And i thought when im given a BIGGER chance i am eager enough to step into all kind of situation given This week been an emotional one with lots of deep conversation i have in my mind First time ever i feel like to escape & varnish First time ever i feel so broken i feel i cant be myself Coz im just so not comfortable in the position right now. Move into new apartment change a new job & life gets tougher. Coz apparently i dont really know if i can perform beyond of what i ve signed up for. Settle things down, live a life, observe how people do it; i maybe able to adapt it soon, too. Buy necessities on a tight budget, run