Fang's corner

Dear corner, I found myself losting somewhere I should have notice this very very long time ago Is it really PASSION matters? or it is just the FEAR inside me? Keep giving reason to reassure myself But deep down i know, im avoiding all these time The monster at the corner roam further and further become more and more occupying Why am i keep giving myself reason to stay with this shit that i know its so wrong? I have no right to say TIRED. Coz i know i been resting for so long. Since ever that day i cant feel my pulse and my breathing. Living like a corpse. So long, so long & how long would this goes on? Noone can live in the past but i am doing nothing to help me in the future. I am happy to be myself today just because of i my past. And i know, i will just stop here if i dont have any courage to take any step towards. Seeing others presenting their real self and their thinking, i started to doubt to myself. I either dont have any thinking or i actually dont even g

This is the last two days for me to rot in my house And so, swan, yen and me went to yellow house to have a soft chat. Instead of chatting, its more preferable to say crap. You know, life without crapping is just like mocha without choco. This is the first time they try out coffee art (seriously?) Kay i quite like the atmosphere here coz it has a lil balcony there with few pots of flowers which provide a good emo place for customer. Its not spacious but the boss trying their best to make the cafe comfy for the customer. My friend once told me that the setting of this cafe wasnt a good idea. Here is the suggestion, he said that the place should have split into compartment so that customer can have more privacy. (Hmm i think so?!) Come on! Grab the menu and have some drinks. This is yen mocha ( aka my favourite drinks) Here comes my hazelnut latte. And this is her caramel latte. Swan compliment for the caramel and it taste nice for her. ( but i dislike caramel

今年是时候回到单身汉的情人节了 我家人朋友 都很爱我 我也无法让他们失望 我也没有理由让自己不开心或悲伤过去 我，很爱很爱自己 所以我又怎能接受自己受伤呢 所以只要我好好安份的， 一个人走 就不需要怕疼了 对吗？ 如果我又输了，那我还会剩什么说服自己去战斗下一站呢? 醉生梦死才能找到的路 更本没有想象中的容易 我应该要如何变得更好更厉害更爱我身边的人？ 这个east meets west Valentines, shouldnt be spoiling me so much.