Emptiness

Life goes on.
People comes in people leaves.
Left a piled-up memory here.
And probably a scrape--
It was once quite painful,
took so long for healing.
and now i no longer notice its presence when i wash over it in shower.
Yet, when i accidentally peel it off, there is just one or two drops of blood,
the feeling of pain that gone into pieces is too vague to remind me of the past.
Its just being too distant to cause any discomfort.
Here, leaving me a scar.
Yea, some people just leave without giving any sign.
Unexpected things happen. Brought them off.
And this is how the life teach me to be reality.
I know i can just treasure everything i have now.
Cause you wont know who will be leaving in the next minute or even seconds.
Again, different people walks in
say hi and bye, some even leave their footprints here.
Looks crowded around me.
I stick to the crowd so that i wont be lost.
But deep down, the emptiness and the loneliness never leave.
I am not ready to start this game.
I am not going to care so much on what people dont care.
Its sarcastic that you found the truth actually isnt exactly how you think.
The real one is, actually nothing would last eternal.
So, all these are just a short term illusion feelings.

One day, I m going to wake up and realize that i m okay without bothering by anyone.
Thankyou.