No way of turning

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When there is noone left to blame
it's yourself
feel helpless and staring blank in finding way to make numb yourself
Waiting
Scrolling
Waiting
Scrolling
Rolling
Staring blank
Waiting
Hypnotizing
Coz it's the only way to make you feel better
And indeed
it will turn better.

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