PAUSED and STOPPED

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Dear a corner called here,

Things change when the time comes, right?
You'd thought that you found a people who can share whatever shit in you and
laugh hysterically with you
And now
You start doubting if the need of voicing out your thought
You start to mind your crap whether stand a value to share
You start to mind is the people the right listener
You start to mind are you wasting each other time
You start to feel uncomfortable when the topic get lesser and lesser
You start to feel a gap when we re living a different life
You start to stress out for no reason while spending time together
and it's rather
to stay not together
You feel afraid to express because you knew the respond isnt gonna be a sincere one (maybe)
You feel afraid to share the unhappiness because you knew the people got no words for you and not even putting themselves in your situation
You feel the people dont understand your excitement your joy your fear
You dont feel like telling because you wont even know the people paying real attention to you
YOU DONT feel like to share because you know the people isnt sharing the deep down with you
You tried because you treasure
You dint give in because you appreciate

From the most naive thought within me, can i say that i hate the thing that distract you away and deviate your life from us? But I cant. Because i know it's for your future sake. And i think, maybe YOU re just not the one that i thought. Friendship makes you heartbreak too.

And that day
You stop doing it
stop trying hard to be like the past
Everything paused and stopped.

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Anonymous said…
ya. somehow, things like that really hold true. but, just try to sun qi zi ran first ba. cheer up, life isn't bout those unhappy things only. :) -yyt
April 7, 2016 at 8:49 AM
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