Fang's corner

既然都那么疼了 为什么还要坚持 既然都那么怕疼 为什么要麻醉自己 白痴就是白痴

Dear corner, I found myself losting somewhere I should have notice this very very long time ago Is it really PASSION matters? or it is just the FEAR inside me? Keep giving reason to reassure myself But deep down i know, im avoiding all these time The monster at the corner roam further and further become more and more occupying Why am i keep giving myself reason to stay with this shit that i know its so wrong? I have no right to say TIRED. Coz i know i been resting for so long. Since ever that day i cant feel my pulse and my breathing. Living like a corpse. So long, so long & how long would this goes on? Noone can live in the past but i am doing nothing to help me in the future. I am happy to be myself today just because of i my past. And i know, i will just stop here if i dont have any courage to take any step towards. Seeing others presenting their real self and their thinking, i started to doubt to myself. I either dont have any thinking or i actually dont even g...

This is the last two days for me to rot in my house And so, swan, yen and me went to yellow house to have a soft chat. Instead of chatting, its more preferable to say crap. You know, life without crapping is just like mocha without choco. This is the first time they try out coffee art (seriously?) Kay i quite like the atmosphere here coz it has a lil balcony there with few pots of flowers which provide a good emo place for customer. Its not spacious but the boss trying their best to make the cafe comfy for the customer. My friend once told me that the setting of this cafe wasnt a good idea. Here is the suggestion, he said that the place should have split into compartment so that customer can have more privacy. (Hmm i think so?!) Come on! Grab the menu and have some drinks. This is yen mocha ( aka my favourite drinks) Here comes my hazelnut latte. And this is her caramel latte. Swan compliment for the caramel and it taste nice for her. ( but i dislike caramel ...

今年是时候回到单身汉的情人节了 我家人朋友 都很爱我 我也无法让他们失望 我也没有理由让自己不开心或悲伤过去 我，很爱很爱自己 所以我又怎能接受自己受伤呢 所以只要我好好安份的， 一个人走 就不需要怕疼了 对吗？ 如果我又输了，那我还会剩什么说服自己去战斗下一站呢? 醉生梦死才能找到的路 更本没有想象中的容易 我应该要如何变得更好更厉害更爱我身边的人？ 这个east meets west Valentines, shouldnt be spoiling me so much.

今天的你，按了一声门铃 便消失了 殊不知，那只是无意的铃声 再次把我从梦中唤醒 抽离在梦中穿梭千年的我 然后 我们各自前进，狂奔下一站 擦肩而过，也只好淡然微笑

The world is full of temptations. So, i really really need a group of study-mates which can push me to study. And taaadddaaa. They are all my adorable and funny mates who accompanied me go through the whole PUKING study week. Been a nerd for few weeks. Yeah, you wont know why i feel so lucky to meet them. Kay. We are just like Penang Rojak. LOL All various type of personality can find in ten of my course mates. Serious, NERDY, funny, sampat, act serious or beh paiseh one all also got. Yeah~ we are a group of people who not excel in anything. But all of us posses strong determination, believe that how hardwork could strive us to the best. And maybe this makes the best combination for us. I m writing this post for the sake of satisfying the people who want me to write them in my blog. You-know-who-you-are.

Life goes on. People comes in people leaves. Left a piled-up memory here. And probably a scrape-- It was once quite painful , took so long for healing. and now i no longer notice its presence when i wash over it in shower. Yet, when i accidentally peel it off, there is just one or two drops of blood, the feeling of pain that gone into pieces is too vague to remind me of the past. Its just being too distant to cause any discomfort. Here, leaving me a scar. Yea, some people just leave without giving any sign. Unexpected things happen. Brought them off. And this is how the life teach me to be reality. I know i can just treasure everything i have now. Cause you wont know who will be leaving in the next minute or even seconds. Again, different people walks in say hi and bye, some even leave their footprints here. Looks crowded around me. I stick to the crowd so that i wont be lost. But deep down, the emptiness and the loneliness never leave. I am not ready to start this...